It is the 6th of December again!
This feels like a great opportunity to look back at the year; from my last birthday to this one. Things have changed, big time! Physically speaking, maybe not. I still live and work at the same place I did last years. I like to believe that I still look like a million bucks (thanks Dad! Lol). But that’s it.
I do feel like a completely new person. I’ve tried to fight change all this while. All I needed to do was embrace it and live in the moment. Be comfortable in my own skin. This might sound too simplistic to be effective. But It seems to be working for me.
Health and well-being has been a major focus. I’ve spent time, sweat and resources on it. It has got me started on a fitness journey. I’ve never thought I could do the things I do now. Shoutout to my coach Jeri! I have the confidence to drop into any fitness class and live through it. In my eyes, I count that as an achievement.
I’ve realized that the mind needs downtime and maintenance, just like the body. I have spent a lot of time exploring things that give me joy. Not necessarily the things that people want me to do. But things that make me happy. I have started sketching again. I have been cooking more regularly. Brewing my own coffee with TLC. Talking a walk/ hike just because I can. Dancing unapologetically!
I have reigned over my spiraling Imposter Syndrome at work. I think I know I’m good at it. I know I can contribute something valuable. I understand when to take charge and when to ask others for help. I have grown to trust my coworkers. All of that has happened because of the amazing set of people I work with. Dmitri has been a mentor all this while. I can’t thank him enough for getting my confidence back to me.
To summarize, I want to continue living like this. Embracing change and being comfortable in my own skin. I have an entire month of travel ahead of me. I’ll see you guys next year. Who knows what goodies the new year has in store for me?? I’m excited!!! See you in 2020!
(Here is a picture from the Friends pop-up museum in the city. I’m being Gunther! :P )